Struggle...

It's already two weeks since I reenter the morning session world.........


I've beeen through a lot lately,
A LOT.....................................................


Day's are getting more packed,
more tough,
more stress,
more busyness,
and that means,
less relaxation,
less fun,
less "phew's"..................................



Every night,
I let my nervousness tuck me in at 11pm,
a morning,
slumber was broken by the sound of ol' Alarmy.........
and I get up unwillingly,
brush my teeth unwillingly,
put on the uniform unwillingly,
and eat my breakfast unwillingly..............
I talked to myself,
if I have the right to make a wish,
I'd wish time to stop,
and gimme a break.................


But alas,
wishes aren't totally real..........
So you can't make one.....................


Pressure,
is coming from every single corner of me life.................
The pressure from homeworks,
The pressure from the Prefect Board,
The pressure from the school activities.....................


Gimme a mallet,
I think I wanna hit myself..............


Set a 13-week-target,
by then I wanna completely adapt to the morning session life............
And now,
I'm entering Week 3...................................


At least this life is good for something............
Something way far away into the future........


Let's not think about it shall we?


I've got other things to worry about...............


Although Chinese New Year is arriving................
Not really feeling the 'red' yet................


Whatever......................
Good luck on whatever you're doing............


I'm off.........


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