Monday, August 5, 2013

Forgive me, my chérie

Forgive me my chérie,
my self-centered disposition has blinded me once more.
For I have been guilty
of a bombardment of untamed wild stallion hooves
from the featureless steppes that is my naive inner mind.
I yearn to inquire,
is it simply a heat of the moment?
An ill-deserved orator strutting with ill-deserved pride,
fueled and empowered
by the fires from my sordid inside.
Am I but a man of fallibility?
An erred man with petrified obduracy?
Are my overt passions simply a mirage
materializing with subconscious stealth
from deserts of barren despondency.
Forgive me my chérie,
too long I have been dominant wrongfully, imperiously.
I choose now only to cower in the corner
cringe with abashment
of my ill-conceived vanity.
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Saturday, August 3, 2013

昏暗 (13年改版)

悄悄地我被环境蒙蔽
笼罩在现实与幻想的乌烟瘴气
我沉浸在迷惑和隐瞒混浊的污水
腐蚀着我的感官,
看不见、听不到、摸不着。
我试图找寻镇静的一口空气,
却赫然自己在窒息。

悄悄地我被光阴排除
手上的钟表在飞驰着、倒退着
身边宁静得如此喧闹,
心悸迅速得如此散漫。
我被脚下流逝的时间绊倒、逮捕
囚禁在时代的牢狱
而四周仅存灰暗与阴暗。

悄悄地我被世人遗忘
我的样貌是千百个冬季记忆中的嫩绿的枝叶
我的记忆是一幕接一幕的橘黄秋枫缓缓飘落。
在追不到赶不上的仓促尚未尘埃落定之时
记忆中灿烂的彩虹被探出云层的炎阳烧毁。
我所剩无几的希望
就在昏暗凝结流失。

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喜好音乐却无法自行创造音乐,向往自由却将自己限制于机械般的城市生活,喜好出外蹦跳流汗却非杰出的运动员,对文学创作有一丝兴趣却没有一头丰裕的文字,天生感性却拥有略带不自然的理性。这是个普通的少年,一个还有很多事要懂、很多事还需要自己揭发的少年。